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awebster111
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Posted:05/06/2008 3:13 AM |
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This week has been extremely hard for me. I don’t pretend to have all the answers. Most of the time I don’t have any. Most of the time, I am completely lost. I don’t pretend to be perfect. Mostly its because I am not. (Boy, am I far from it.) But some weeks are worse then others. This just happened to be one. I try to look for the brighter side of things. I try to find the silver lining in life. But this week, this week was hard. This week, I battled with self worth, self-importance, who I was and who I am, God’s will, God’s love, anger, sadness, and so much more. This week has been a true test. Ultimately I know that God has a season for everything. I know that God has a reason for me. I know that God has and is the answer. But this week I have struggled with just believing. I feel like my faith in God and myself has been tested and tested and TESTED. Where do I stand now? Honestly I don’t know. I still believe in God and all I know but do I believe because its what I know or because its what I am use to? I don’t know. Does it really matter? I don’t know. At this point, I don’t know is the only answer I have. I don’t know what God has in store for me. I don’t know what tomorrow brings. Like I said before, I don’t have the answers. I think the hardest part about right now is not that I have no control of the things around me but that I have no answer/reasoning for the things around me. If you’re a believer, just pray that somehow God makes things clear. Pray that I find a new me throughout all of this. Pray that my faith continue to grow. Pray that I find God’s will. Please just pray that I find a since of peace through this storm.
Thank you so very much for all your love and support it means the world to me.
Audrey webster
awebster111@yahoo.com
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dooseydog
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Posted:05/14/2008 3:31 PM |
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Audrey -
I'm sorry that you're having a tough week. I don't know that I have any words that will comfort you. I'll pray for God to show you the shelter of His wings so you can rest there. Please remember that no matter what's happening or not happening in your world, He loves you and is holding on to you right now.
Candy
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